Coyote's Canyon Journal

"Now I see the secret of the making of the best persons. It is to grow in the open air and to eat and sleep with the earth." -- Walt Whitman, Song of the Open Road

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I enjoy writing. I don't actually make a living with my English degree, so I keep a blog for fun. The blog is first draft, and as a former editor I apologize for any weird errors that may be present. I do not apologize for writing about things that matter to me. Thanks for reading.

Sunday, April 27, 2008

Lost soul needs help.

"lost soul needs help"

I saw these words this morning on the prayer list that sits in the back hallway at church. These were the only words on the page.

No name. No other requests.

I stared at the words for a long, long time. The service was about to start, and after I lingered a bit longer over the lone request, lost in my own thoughts, I went into the nave.

I prayed for that person, the lost soul that needs help. God knows that I have had lost moments in my life and I would hope that somebody was sending good thoughts my way.

After the service I went out to the little fountain courtyard and thought about things. I had to take stock and check out my own progress as a human to make sure I wasn't too lost myself.

So far so good.

I'm doing the best I can where I am at the moment. That's all anyone can do, really. The world will be alright if you try to do your best no matter where you are, or how low you are.

Saturday, April 26, 2008

Aw nuts.

Florida moves to ban fake testicles on vehicles | U.S. | Reuters

The first time I saw a pair of "Truck Nutz" I was totally offended. I hated them. I wanted them GONE from my line of vision.

What kind of sick motherf*ker hangs a pair of plastic, Made-in-China testicles from their vehicle? I don't run in those circles, so I wouldn't know the motivation behind such an offensive decoration.

I'm perplexed, though, that lawmakers have to step in and speak to this. Aren't they busy enough? What the hell? Personally, I don't care what people do with their property. Far be it from me to tell anyone how they should decorate their vehicle.

From the Confederate Flag to the bad-kid-pissing-on-whatever, there has been and will always be some way for drivers to make a statement about themselves that they can communicate to other drivers with whom they share the highways and byways of America.

Maybe that's not such a bad thing.

Now when I see a truck with nuts hanging from the hitch I just get away from it as fast as I can. So you see, as offensive as that bit of decor is, it is an excellent clue into the mind of the driver.

Nut lovers, please keep your nuts hanging from the hitch so I know exactly who I should pass as quickly as possible when I'm out and about.

And Florida lawmakers...for the love of god...get some real work done! You can start by proposing a ban on mud flaps with the reclining chrome chick.

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Food isn't cheap anymore.


Food | The silent tsunami | Economist.com

Oh my GOD. Read this article. Most of the rest of the world is getting ready to have a very, very bad year. Many people will most likely starve, perhaps to death.

Start stock-piling bulk foods in the basement. At the least you could save a lot of money on food costs over the next year. At the worst, it could keep you alive.

You might be thinking that a food crisis could never happen here in the USA. Think about this, though...we're one huge natural disaster away from total economic disruption, which would include transportation of goods to store shelves.

Are you ready for that?

Saturday, April 12, 2008

The Day That The Old America Died.


Today is the day that the American Civil War started back in 1861. By 1863, the Army of the Confederate States of America had had a few significant victories, and were roaming beyond the Mason-Dixon Line, looking for a fight that would send the Army of the Potomac home for good and leave them to their private business, which included owning slaves.

They got their wish on July 1, 1863, when they ran into Union troops north of Gettysburg, Pennsylvania. The battle went on for three days, with the CSA gaining the upper hand on day one. On day two, the Union line began to gel and hold. On day three, the CSA was hanging on, but just barely. They decided to begin a full-frontal assault by shelling Union lines for two hours, then they sent the infantry to march across a field that was around a mile wide to take the well-reinforced Union line. The march across the field, known as Pickett's Charge, was a failure and it ended the battle, sending the Confederates into a retreat. Then on the night of July 4, the Confederates left town under the cover of darkness and a steady rain. They never truly had the upper hand again in the fight, and by April 14, 1865, they surrendered, ending the Civil War.

It seems absurd to me that the Confederacy would take the fight to the U.S. Army. Why wouldn't they just stand at the Mason-Dixon Line and defend it? I could never understand that. Perhaps I'm missing some key information about the mind-set of a Southerner.

Or maybe I'm not looking far enough back into history. This all began with the "founding fathers" who considered African Slaves to be 3/5 human. Yes, this is where it started, I think. As 3/5 of a human, you are considered live stock and not a person, but property to be cared for, fed, housed, and traded in any manner as tender in a business deal.

Treating humans like this is government-sanctioned sociopathy...you de-humanize someone by making them an "it," a thing.

I can see how slavery would have to end if you took the Bill of Rights as the gospel for all men. But what about women? Oh yeah, women were sort of half humans, too, (white women were maybe 4/5 human) because our judgment could not be trusted upon to cast a vote, own property, or anything that might elevate a woman as an equal to a man. So what about these documents that are the cornerstone of our government?

Have these documents we hold sacred, the Constitution and the Bill of Rights, always been fluid, negotiable? Because now I, as a woman, can vote and run a business and own land without anyone giving it a second thought, and the same is now true for Africans who came here as slaves. Clearly, the founding fathers didn't plan for these contingencies, and I came to the conclusion that this was why the Confederacy formed in 1861. Now I better understand the Southern mind of the 1860s.

The Southern states that relied on slavery for their economic well-being were convinced that they were carrying on the ideals of the original Revolutionary War that founded our country. They were certain that God and George Washington and Thomas Jefferson were really on their side, because they would have agreed that a Negro couldn't have rights. States were in charge of their own futures, and how they would be run, with minimal control from the federal government. In fact, during the war, most southerners called the Civil War the "Second American Revolution."

It seems strange to look back on this now, after growing up in a very "federal" USA, where the state's rights are sublimated to the federal government's demands. Personally, I wish the federal government would stay out of a lot of businesses, like (as an example) Major League Baseball, and stop with the corporate welfare, and keep out of education of children (states can, and mostly do, handle the education of their children just fine). Or the Federal Reserve Banking system. What the hell is that? Whatever it is, it is clearly not working very well right now. FEMA? They want total control over any and all disasters, and that means they can turn Wal-Mart trucks away at their controlled check-points (Katrina, anyone?), even when Wal-Mart has a better system in place, and resources available to donate. They also mandate that private citizens armed to protect themselves after said disaster should hand over their firearms. That is just plain wrong, because God knows criminals won't be handing over their firearms and the police won't be there to protect you from them.

The longer I sit here and think about it, the more I realize that the Federal Government is in all kinds of places and business now than it has ever been before, even more than during The Civil War, and it is extremely threatening. Don't people want to take control of their own lives, their own destinies? Or is it easier to just go along?

A precedent for fluidity of our core governing documents has been set. That African American people are free in this country is evidence of that. And if The Civil War set that precedent, it would have also set one ending the states' control of their own destinies and economies.

The die is cast.

It had its beginning on July 3, 1863, when the Confederate Army chose to walk across that field at Gettysburg. On July 4, 1863, the Second American Revolution ended and a new America was born. This country that we know as our America is not at all what the founding fathers thought America would be. For me and for African Americans, that's a great thing. But for the country as a whole, the over-reaching bureaucracy that is now the federal government is a red-tape nightmare of bloat, loaded with unnecessary programs, welfare of all kinds, taxation that is nigh usury, and too much involvement in local issues.

So what now? How can the USA be a better country? What are our ideals, our core values? How can we recapture them, and remain true to the vision of the founding fathers, if not the letter of their words?

In Lincoln's famous speech at Gettysburg following the 1863 battle, he worried that the country may fly apart, disintegrating under the weight of the violence of the war:

...we here highly resolve that these dead shall not have died in vain--that this nation, under God, shall have a new birth of freedom--and that government of the people, by the people, for the people, shall not perish from the earth.

This country may yet disintegrate, but now from the weight of its own bloat, the debt of the current war, and by denying its citizens their voice with a mind-numbing bureaucracy and a congress that keeps its constituency at arm's length while drawing in the money and influence from military industrial complex lobbyists and giant corporations. This isn't what the founding fathers envisioned, either.

Our vote is ever the next "American Revolution." That's why we have that right. Don't neglect it, and don't negotiate it. Always vote from your gut, for who you think is the person best suited for the job of representing you. This, thankfully, is what the founding fathers envisioned that is true and is still working. I hope.

Richardson Speaks.

Why Gov. Bill Richardson didn't endorse Clinton - Los Angeles Times

Finally.

"'I think the Clintons have a feeling of entitlement...that the presidency was theirs,' Richardson said, and the persistent lobbying from 'Washington establishment types' convinced him of a need for some fresher faces on the scene."

This is an interesting article about Governor Richardson's decision to back Obama. I think Bill Richardson has had an amazing career, and frankly, he had the MOST relevant experience out of all of the Democratic candidates to be the President. I thought he left the race too early. He was left in the dust because he's not as exciting as Obie or Hill, but he had the goods.

Because of his great experience, I trust what he has to say on this matter and I fully understand why he did what he did.

Oh yeah, I love his state and its capitol city, too. New Mexico isn't perfect, but it is beautiful.

Friday, April 11, 2008

Hillary Clinton Hates the First Amendment, too.

The Associated Press: Randi Rhodes Quits Air America Radio

I certainly don't think that Air America wanted to put pressure on their most popular host to quit after her comments regarding Senator Clinton. If they actually came to that conclusion on their own then they are poor business people and deserve to go under.

It is becoming more and more clear to me that Senator Clinton has a problem with freedom of speech. First, it was David Schuster on MSNBC, calling it like it saw it by saying that the Clintons were "pimping out" Chelsea to call on Super-delegates. That got him suspended from work for a few weeks after much weeping and gnashing of teeth from the Clinton camp. He should feel lucky that he didn't lose his job.

Instead of actually firing Ms. Rhodes, Air America came back to her with a woefully inadequate contract, trying to leverage her into a lot less money for her talent, using her Clinton comments as their bargaining chip. Mind you, Randi has (er, had) the most successful show on the Air America Network as of this writing. What was Air America thinking? I can only guess that they too got a call from the Clintons.

Good for Randi for saying good-bye to all that.

If Senator Clinton actually becomes the President, American citizens will wish for the good 'ol days of W when dissent only meant you didn't support the troops. Apparently people in the media can't voice an opinion or make a joke about Hillary without the threat of losing their job. Media companies need to stand up this now, and not set this "ok-we'll-do-what-you-say" precedent. What could this augur for regular people with a little blog that just want to rant?

I find Mrs. Clinton completely disingenuous; there is nothing she has to say that interests me in any way. That she voted for this war--and is now against it--says everything to me I need to know about her. I know America is ready for a woman to be president, I just hope in my heart of hearts that it isn't Hillary. She could be much scarier than people know.

Saturday, April 05, 2008

Die, polygamy, die.

52 girls removed from Texas compound - Yahoo! News

Yahoo!!! News, indeed.

Texans don't take kindly to child abuse. They certainly don't turn their head and pretend like it's not happening like the state of Utah.

I say get the rest of the kids out of there and bring on the bulldozers.

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

The Greensburg Tornado Disaster: A Volunteer's Photo Journal

The Greensburg Tornado Disaster: A Volunteer's Photo Journal on Flickr

My husband found this photo blog while looking for recent news about Greensburg. It's engrossing. I couldn't stop reading. Jon, the author and storm chaser, was drawn back to Greensburg after chasing the tornado that destroyed the town; volunteering to help the town changed his life.

Greensburg, KS: Eco-building Center of the Universe

Greensburg, Kansas

What I had hoped for the town last year after their devastating tornado seems to have come true:

"Greensburg City Council has approved a resolution that all city building projects will be built to LEED Platinum level standards. This makes us the first city in the United States to do this and it shows the world "how green we are." For more information on LEED certification, go to www.usgbc.org

"This is a great accomplishment for Greensburg, our future and generations to come!"
Greensburg will no doubt be the coolest town in Kansas. I know this because I grew up in Kansas. Funny thing, though...I never did see a tornado. I spent the first 30 years of my life there and never ONCE saw one of these dang things. I saw plenty of lightning, green, churning clouds, big hail, toad-strangling rains, all of that.

The first tornado I ever saw was an F0 on the North Rim of Grand Canyon; it formed under an intensely icky cloud bank that had rolled in during the Monsoon Season and did nothing more that kick up dust below us on the scrubby desert floor.

I am very proud of the Greensburg City Council. This will make their city the "LEED Lab" for the rest of America, and it will bring big players in the construction and design industry to town on a regular basis. For a town that could once only boast of having the world's largest hand dug well, this is a light-year step forward. Keep up with Greensburg's Green building projects here: Greensburg: Green Town

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

IKEA rocks.

IKEA | Home

IKEA is crazy cool. Me, hubby, and my in-laws drove up to Cincinnati today to visit the latest IKEA store in America. It was just as great as I remember it being when we went in Austin last spring.

Today, we got new utensils and new plates, as well as a sofa cover, a bathroom rug, a cool kid toy for my youngest niece, a REALLY cool gift for my younger sister's b-day, tumblers, super-cool bar measure/shot glasses that look like they came out of a chemistry lab, and we fell in love with their new LED light fixtures, as well as their meatballs.

The number of Ohioans shopping in the store was formidable for a Tuesday afternoon. The place was pretty crowded; we found out from our cashier that today's numbers were NOTHING compared to Sunday afternoon's, where check-out lines were all open and people were ten or more deep.

It was a long drive, but really not much longer than the drive we made from Grand Canyon to Flagstaff, and certainly a shorter drive than when we lived in Utah and had to shop, which was a two-hour-and-fifteen-minute trek each way just to go to Wal-Mart.

Yeah. 2:15. Each way.

It makes me all crafty, as in...I want to create an entire living space that is my personal project that is outfitted from IKEA. I want to buy some land, build a fishing shack kind of get-away cabin, and get busy.

I always want to buy land, though. It is a perpetual state of my being--always has been, always will be. My husband asks me test questions sometimes, like..."So you want that huge ring?" Or, "Do you want a bunch of jewelry?"

My answer is always, "That's not the kind of real estate I'm interested in."